Mommy Duties

Wide awake.
For the last 3 weeks and 6days i barely get nuff sleep. For the very obvious reason that i am already a MOM and sleep is something that i should say goodbye to.. (Well aside from gimmicks, lakwacha’s and the likes)

So how am i coping with these new and very challenging experiences?
Actually i cant really define it through words but whenever i see my son, all the things i went through for the last 9mos, from the day i found out i am pregnant up to the day i swore to every person in the world that he’s gonna be the first and last child im gonna have (due to the “excruciating” pain of labor), were just merely like a dream now.. I cant still believe i gave birth to this handsome baby boy..

Though i must admit im still under postpartum blues.
All these things are new to me. I didnt even know how to cut my son’s nails until yesterday.. I had to do it because no one else would.. I cant even bathe him because im afraid i might break his bones,he’s too fragile!

And i am just soooo damn grateful for having such a wonderful betterhalf. He never left my side and he’s even more hands on to our son cause i still have to learn lotta stuff about parenting.. Day by day i get to learn new things and it’s fascinating.. Really… Especially when you see your son grow fast..

*sigh* i really am a mom now..